Tuesday, March 27, 2007

抉择

向左走,向右走,我在徘徊中寻找我的出口。
在这十字路的交叉口,我想问他们我该怎么走。
可他们都叫我一往无前,别在回首。
左,右都不是我的路吗?
我只能选择一条,尽管这地球是圆的,尽头却没完没了。
我想我该早做抉择,越早越好。
醉醒之后,却忘了这件事——我的出口
事隔许久许久,我因为一个朋友做了停留,我只知道那段时光很美好很快乐,当有一天他们问我“你决定往哪儿走了吗?”
我一时无语,看看我身边的朋友,才恍然想起我的任务
我的起跑点还在几步之遥,而我却忘了自己一直没有迈出第一步
我摇头,迟了,是迟了吗?

最近,常失眠。不知是否真的应该一往无前,绝不回首。。。

2 comments:

irene said...

okay.. i think you are the author of this.. very well written!! should find a column in a local chinese newspaper and publish somewhere..

right.. sounds stressful... if it causes you to loose your sleep, then it's serious... many times, we know the solution, we know how we should think, we know we should let the past buried itself, we know we have to let go.. somehow , knowing what to do , and actually able to do it is different.. however, i believe that we need to tell ourselves what we should do and what we want to do.. just like small kid, you tell them today what they should do, they might not listen, but you tell them tomorrow again and again and again.. one day the kid will understand.. just like our heart.. take care my deareast friend

Dreamer said...

unfortunately no....i'm not that well verse in writing...especially in chinese.....the only sentence i wrote is the last one...hehe....thanks for the care.....but always the case, you wouldn't want to persuade yourself in believe what you wanted yourself to do....